Scars

I stand here, on the other side of the glass. You do not know that I stand here and watch you. I have never known a place like hatred grow within me, while I refuse to give me. What you did to me, I will have to live with the rest of my life. I may never be the same girl as before, who knows?

You ruined me, now I'll ruin your life.

You showed me that you can not trust anyone, no one at all, not even your friends. How do you think it feels? To be so betrayed and hurt by someone you once loved so very much.

I have not done anything wrong, I can not go around and blame neither myself or anyone else for what happened. It happened and I will have to live with it.

You gave me a reason to fight, to show once and for all that you did not scare me, you do not scare me. No more. It's over now. You are finished. I can handle this.

F is the world's best right now, even though he is a world away until Tuesday. Never have two weeks felt so long, but soon it's over and everything will be normal again :)

I miss him, kind like that very much right now.